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昨天和S同学聊天的时候我告诉她说我在这里缺乏安全感。 Yesterday, S and chat with students when I told her that I lack a sense of security here. 在家的时候我可以什么都不做，可以整天上网整天看电视没事就出去闲逛，可以单纯的浪费时间而心中没有丝毫的焦虑。 At the time what I can not do anything, can the Internet all day watching TV all day long all right out on a stroll, can be a simple waste of time and hearts do not have the slightest anxiety. 但是在学校里如果我两天没有看书没有学习的话，心中立刻就焦虑不安，而且深深自责自己浪费生命，只有在忙碌的时候我才感觉到充实才觉得舒服。 But in school, not two days if I did not read the study, immediately on the minds of anxiety, and deep self-reproach their own waste of life, only in the busy time before I feel comfortable only feel enriched. 用小侯同学的话说，这就是一个字：贱！ Xiao Hou students with the words, and this is one word: cheap! 如果往更深层次追究的话，我这想应该归咎于陌生的环境以及孤独。 If a deeper level to pursue the case, I think this should be attributed to an unfamiliar environment and the loneliness. 由于不是在家，这里的一草一木我都不熟悉，处在一个陌生的环境中人会本能地感到不安，尤其是对于我这种高度敏感的人。 As is not at home, where the Yicaoyimu I do not know, in an unfamiliar environment People will instinctively feel uneasy, especially for my highly sensitive people. 另外一个很重要的原因就是孤独，换句话说就是身边没有特别亲近的人，失败了没人鼓励，成功了没人分享。 Another very important reason is lonely, in other words is not particularly close to the side, failed to encourage no one, no one has succeeded in sharing. 我现在越来越发现： 所谓的成功甚至所谓的壮丽事业对我来说都不重要，重要的是身边的人以我为荣，如果他们可以一如既往地爱我的话，其他的事情就微不足道了。 I now found more and more: the so-called success or even the so-called grand cause for me not important, it is important to the people around me proud, if they can, as always, love me, then other things on a little. 我之所以要努力，是为了对得起他们，也为了不给他们丢脸，而且有了本事之后也可以在需要的时候尽可能地回报。 I have to efforts to face them, in order not to give them lose face, but also after a skill you need when possible return.

昨天和小侯聊天的时候我和他说，我现在好像一切都顺利了为什么还是经常不开心呢，是不是得了抑郁症了。 Xiao Hou chat yesterday and the time he and I said, I now like all smooth why often unhappy, it is not had a depression. 他说没那么严重，你可以没事就出去走走，可能是在学校里闷的。 He said that not so serious, you can walk out on nothing, may be in school, the nausea. 然后他就给我提了个建议，说你可以随便坐上一路公交车到终点站，然后下来到处走走，我就经常这么干。 Then he gave me to the proposal, saying that you can not get all the way to the bus terminal, and then walk down everywhere, so I often do. 今天下午我就实施了小侯兄弟的建议，发现他的建议实在是不错！ This afternoon I had Xiao Hou brothers on the implementation of the recommendations and found that his proposal is really good! 下面讲一下今天的经历。 Below today to talk about the experience.

出了校门之后找了一路以前从来没有坐过的公交车，然后随便找了一个偏僻的站点下了，下车之后我仔细看了看周围的环境用心记住。 To the school after finding the road has never before Bus Zuoguo, and then casually looking for a site under the remote, get off after I watched carefully to see the surrounding environment intentions to remember. 因为我不喜欢嘈杂的环境，所以专门找偏僻的小路走，走着走着竟然到了一个公园，迎面走来的大都是老年人，没想到喧闹的大都市也有这等清净之所，以后一定经常去！ Because I do not like the noisy environment, specifically looking for the remote road walk, walked even walked to a park, walked the face of the mostly elderly, did not expect the hubbub of the city have such clear what the future will always Went! 下面放几张图片，N72的拍摄效果还是不错的。 Below take several pictures, N72 or the effect of good shooting.

（办证的真是缺德！） (Rush is the unscrupulous!)

（再繁华的地方也有贫民窟） (More prosperous parts of a slum)

（远远看见一群孩子在玩跳房子，勾起我对童年无限的回忆） (Far to see a group of children playing Tiaofang Zi,勾起my childhood memories of unlimited)

（跳房子） (Tiaofang Zi)

这次出行最大的收获就是碰到了两个可爱的小姑娘，和小孩子在一起再怎么浮躁的心都能沉静下来，光看她们的眼睛都让我惭愧。 The trip is the biggest harvest met two lovely young girl, and children together no matter how impetuous heart can quiet down, to see their eyes light Let me ashamed.

（翘翘板） (Qiaoqiao Ban)

（和爷爷一起玩） (And playing Grandpa)

她们玩的时候我一直在旁边看着，后来我忍不住就和那个小姑娘一起玩了，和她聊得挺开心，看来我还挺有亲和力的。 They play the next time I have been watching, but I could not help on that and play with the girl, and her little Deting happy, it seems that's kinda I have the affinity.

（这个小姑娘今年8岁，二年级） (The 8-year-old girl this year, year 2)

这个小姑娘自己重量不够，就找来她的同伴帮忙…… This girl not own weight, she found the companions to help……

过了一会这两个小姑娘被爷爷奶奶叫去写作业了，我就继续溜达，发现了一个人工湖，漂亮： Guoliaoyikuai these two young girl was called to Xie Zuoye grandparents, and I continue on the world's greatest experiences, found a man-made lake, beautiful:

有座桥也挺别致： Bridges are also quite unique:

今天溜达了大概两个小时，心里的烦躁清除了不少，以后没事了就来这里转转，远离尘嚣。 Today, the world's greatest experiences about two hours, the heart of the removal of a lot of irritability, after she had come here on Zhuanzhuan, weekend getaway.

Today I find peace… Today I find peace…

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