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从开学来到学校的那一个时刻起，我已经嗅到了大四那种腐烂的气息。 From start to a school that moment onwards, I have already smell the rot that a senior air. 大家都无所事事，虽然面临选择的压力但是却比以往更加懒散，整日呆在寝室里无聊地对着电脑，寝室里有两个人开始玩网络游戏了，还有个家伙开始没事就到走廊里抽根烟…… We all do nothing, although the choice facing the pressure of the past, but more than the lazy, boring day stay in the dorm room in front of computers, bedroom, two people started playing online games, she also began Yougejiahuo on to the corridors of pumping Gen-breathing……

我以为我可以远离那些东西，我以为我可以顽强地抵制环境给我的影响，但是我发现走到哪里都可以感受到那种死气沉沉，那些消极已经在我不经意间进入了我的血液。 I think I can stay away from those things, I think I can tenacious resistance to the impact of the environment to me, but I found that wherever you go can feel kind of dead, those who have been in the negative, I inadvertently entered my blood. 不过还好，我并没有用一些恶习来麻痹自己，我选择清醒地痛苦，于是失眠、焦虑接踵而至。 Fortunately, however, I do not have some bad habits to his paralysis, I choose to clearly suffering, so insomnia, anxiety followed. 走在校园里看到那些大一大二的同学，我无法掩饰对他们纯真和朝气的羡慕。 Walk in the campus to see those freshman sophomore students, I can not conceal their innocence and vitality of envy. 当初刚进大学的时候我除了希望和梦想一无所有，但是却可以对着那些没有朝气的老生说“我的未来肯定好过你们的现在”，而现在呢，我真的是一无所有了，最珍贵的希望和梦想好像也离我远去了，我一遍一遍地提醒自己要朝气蓬勃要满怀希望但是却总也提不起精神，难道真的是“长大是人必经的溃烂”？ Gangjin first time I Apart from the University of hopes and dreams of nothing, but it can be vigorous in front of those who do not have the Lao Sheng said, "I am sure the future is better than you now" and now, I really lost everything, the most precious of hope And the dream seems to have gone away from me, I remind myself over and over again to be vibrant with hope but also the spirit can not afford to, really is "grown up people go through the fester" »

我还是花儿一样的年纪，我不甘心，我要努力像大一一样生活，但是我发现好像无论我怎么努力都无法找到那种朝气了。 I still like the flowers age, I can not be reconciled, I would like to live like freshman, but I found that I like no matter how efforts can not find the kind of vitality. 前些日子我什么都不想做，不想考研不想找工作，只想滚出哈尔滨到远方看一看，为的就是要摆脱这里的腐烂，我想要把以前的东西统统扔掉想要摧毁以前的生活，然后一切重新开始。 Some time ago I did not want to do, do not want to study section is not looking for work, just want to get out of Harbin to look at from afar, is to shake off the rot here, I want to throw away before things统统want to destroy the former Life, and then all start again. 我原以为只有我自己有这种不切实际的想法，没想到身边不少人也有，大家都闷坏了，叶子同学告诉我她想要“凤凰涅槃”。 I thought that I only have this unrealistic idea, did not expect many people who have, we all stuffy bad, leaves the students told me that she wanted to "Phoenix Nirvana." 不过自从工作的事情确定以后，我的情绪有些好转了，尽管还是有点死气沉沉。 But since the matter after determining that some of my emotions better, although still a bit dead. “ 20岁不狂是没有志气！ ”，我决心一定要把希望找回来。 "20-year-old is not mad no ambition!" I hope that the finding must be determined to come back. 前些日子又把圣斗士冥王篇看了一遍，又被他们的信念感动了，我想我现在缺少的或许就是一种信念一个坚定的目标吧。 Recently again St. fighters Ming Wang chapter read it again, has been touched by their faith, and I think I have now is perhaps a lack of a firm belief in the objectives of it. 没关系，再继续努力，我想有一天我可以对自己说：I am back! It does not matter, and then continue to work hard, I would like to one day said to myself I can: I am back!

让我的小宇宙重新燃烧起来吧。 Let me re-burning a small universe with it.

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