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在姥姥家住着的那几天，我认真观察了一下农村的生活。 A grandmother who lived in those days, I carefully observed the rural life. 当然，以前我也在姥姥家住过无数次，不过当时只是住着，并没有用心观察思考过。 Of course, the grandmother who lives in the past I have also been numerous, but only lived at the time, and not thinking too carefully observed. 姥姥的一天大概是这么度过的： Grandmother's day is probably spent so:

早晨八、九点的时候起床，然后收拾一下就开始生活做饭；吃过早饭就洗洗碗、喂喂羊，干完一些家务之后就打开家里的那台年代久远的15寸电视机看京剧（顺便说一下，我姥姥家的电视机连中央台都收不到，只能看一些地方乡镇的电视节目，不过这样也好，那些地方电视台照顾到我姥姥这样的收视群体会经常放一些京剧）；到了午饭时间就去做午饭；吃过午饭之后没什么别的事情就又坐在电视机前看京剧，没有电视看的时候就在屋子里随便收拾些什么，要不就到邻居家坐坐；晚上6点的时候就开始做晚饭；吃过晚饭之后就看看电视，一般7点多的时候就已经准备睡觉了。 8 morning, get up at 9:00 the time, and then began to clear up the life of cooking, washing dishes to eat breakfast, Wei Wei sheep, some domestic Ganwan after the open house that Taiwan's old 15-inch TV to see Peking Opera (Incidentally, my grandmother's TV-connected CCTV are not received, the township can only see some local TV shows, but this or that local stations take care of my grandmother so the ratings groups will always take some Peking Opera) ; Lunch time to do lunch; eaten lunch after no other matters also sat on the front of the television to see Peking Opera, did not see the time on television in the room not to clear up what, or on the neighbor Zuozuo; pm 6:00 when it started to dinner, after dinner to see on television after the general 7:00 when it has been more than ready to sleep. 然后第二天如此继续。 Then the next day to continue the case.

是的，她的生活就是这么平淡，真的是平淡的像白开水一样。 Yes, her life is so dull and boring is really the same as water. 姥姥文化水平不高，所以平时也不能看书作为消遣，而且她又不打麻将，平日里就只是看看京剧，而且还是那种不时插播广告的节目。 Grandmother and cultural level is not high, so in peacetime can not read Zuoweixiaoqian, but she is not playing mahjong, on weekdays, just look at the Peking Opera, but also that from time to time advertising spots program. 她那里没有有线电视，收不到很多电视节目；周围没有什么商场超市，不能晚上去逛一下；没有手机，所以不能发短信；没有互联网，所以也没有Blog，IM， YouTube ……；甚至没有柏油路，所以一下雨门前就一片泥泞，而且整个乡镇只有一趟车开往县城。 She There is no cable TV, can not receive a lot of television programmes; no shopping malls around the supermarket, not at Quguang the absence of cell phones, we can not send text messages, no Internet, no Blog, IM, YouTube… ... do not even have asphalt Road, in front of a rain on a muddy, and the whole township bound only trip to the county. 用一个比较有学问的词来形容姥姥的生活，那就是“精神生活贫乏”，然而，姥姥活得很踏实， 她不焦虑 。 With a more knowledge of the word to describe the grandmother's life, that is, "spiritual poverty", but very practical grandmother live, she did not anxiety.

姥姥是个很传统的农民，姥爷下地干农活，姥姥就在家里做家务，如果不是过年什么的喜庆节日，姥姥的生活就是一直那么平淡，好像从我记事起她就是这样生活的，而且不知道已经这样过了多少个年头。 Grandmother is a very traditional farmers, Laoye Shimoji do farm work, the grandmother at home to do housework, if not what the Chinese New Year festive holidays, the grandmother of life is always so boring, as if from my notes from her life that is so, but do not know already A number of years. 而且我小的时候姥姥家还没有通上电，那个时候晚上都是点煤油灯，她连京剧都没法看，更是没有什么精神生活，但是我从来没有感受到姥姥的焦虑。 And I am a small-time grandmother-power has not, at that time are Meiyou Deng point, she even Beijing Opera no law, no more spiritual life, but I have never felt the anxiety grandmother.

再看看我自己呢？ I look at it » 我家里是有线电视，能收到很多节目，但是每次看电视的时候总是不停地按遥控器，从第一个节目轮换到最后一个节目，每天不知道要按几百次；我有手机，没事就发短信，必须随身携带，虽然有时候整天都没有一条短信一个电话，但是如果手机不在身边总感觉有人给我发短信，我已经有点离不开它了；我有自己的笔记本电脑，而且还连接到了互联网，每天我都看新闻写Blog上IM查看Email，有时候因为特殊原因一天都无法上网，没能从网上得到最新的信息，总琢磨着可能有人在IM上给我留言可能有人给我发了Email一天的新闻又错过了，有种被世界抛弃了的感觉。 My family is cable television, many programs can be received, but each time watching television is always kept by remote control from the first program to the last rotation of a programme, according to the daily did not know hundreds of times I have Phone, nothing to send text messages to be portable, although sometimes a whole day without a phone text message, but if the phone is not the feeling of some people who send text messages to me, I have a bit can not be separated from it; I have my own notebook Computers, but also connect to the Internet, I read the news each day to write on IM Blog Show Email, sometimes because of special reasons are unable to access the day, not from the internet get the latest information, the pondering of some people may give me on the IM Some people might give me messages of the day's news and Email missed, the kind of world was feeling abandoned. 我享受着高科技带来的便利，我的精神生活相对于姥姥的来说可以算得上是“丰富”了，但是，为什么我的精神生活那么丰富还是会感到焦虑和空虚呢？ I enjoy the convenience of high-tech, my grandmother in relation to the spiritual life, can be called on the "rich", but why I have a rich spiritual life so they will feel anxiety and emptiness? »

就在我回老家的那几天，Sun把MySQL给收购了，回来之后看到这则新闻我就想：一天不看新闻就错过了这么个事情，转念又一想：Sun并购了MySQL和我到底有多大关系呢？ As I returned to the home several days, Sun to the acquisition of MySQL, back after seeing this piece of news I would like: do not read the news on the day so missed a thing, another would like to Zhuannian: Sun acquisition of the MySQL and in the end I have How much relations » 就算是Adobe被并购了又能对我的生活有多大的影响？ Even Adobe can be bought for my life a huge impact » 现在的我已经越来越离不开手机、电脑、 Google Reader、Blog……这些高科技带来的东西，我本以为它们除了一些辐射之外带来的只是便利，然而现在我才明白，当对某种东西产生依赖的时候，心灵已经受到了损害，不再如以前一样自由了，所以我变得越来越焦虑。 Now I have become increasingly inseparable from cell phones, computers, Google Reader, Blog…… bring these high-tech things, I thought that some of them in addition to radiation from the only convenience, but now I understand that when the Have something dependent on the time, the soul has been damaged and no longer as free as before, so I become more and more anxious.

以后的我注定要在现代的社会生存、奋斗、生活，不太可能去踏踏实实地过农村的生活，而且我觉得我也忍受不了那种平淡。 After I doomed to survive in modern society, the struggle of life, less likely to have that sense of rural life, but I think I can not put up with that dull. 既然这样，那么我就必须利用高科技带来的便利并且忍受它们带来的心灵创伤。 If so, then I must take advantage of the convenience of high-tech and they endure the trauma. 我无法完全避免阅读焦虑、信息焦虑……，我只能尽量地让心灵脚踏实地，并不时地去农村的泥土地上看看自己的脚印，用心感受里的踏实的心灵和生活。 I can not completely avoid reading anxiety, information anxiety……, I can only try to let the soul down to earth, from time to time in the countryside to look at their own soil on the footprints, the intentions of the practical experience in the hearts and lives.

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