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昨天学院的科协纳新，新的指导老师非要我去和那些大一的学弟学妹去讲一下自己对科协的感受，煽动一下他们的热情。 Yesterday, the Association for Science and Technology Institute is satisfied that the new, new teachers have to guide me to those freshman and the younger brother of sister school to talk about their feelings on the CAST, incitement to their enthusiasm. 当然，后者是主要目的。 Of course, is the main purpose of the latter. 我推辞不过就去了，本来以为要加入科协的人并不多，没想到一下子来了很多人，教室都快坐不下了，还是大一的学生有激情。 I went to the Tuici However, originally thought to join the Association for Science and Technology Not many people, did not expect all of a sudden to a lot of people, no less than the ride was in the classroom, the students are freshman or passion. 等科协各个小组的负责人把他们小组的情况介绍完毕之后我就上场了，还是一如既往地紧张，一如既往地心跳加速面红耳赤，不过还好，这也不是第一次了，总算把我想说的话都说了出来。 CAST various groups, such as the person responsible for their group on the situation after the game I had, or, as always, tense, as always, rapid heart beat Mianhongerchi, but okay, this is not the first time, after all, I want to say to all That out.

反思一下自己的这种反应，发现其实挺好玩的。 Reflect on their reaction and found that in fact really good fun. 我好像总是无法控制自己的情绪，无法沉着冷静收放自如控制场面，首先是因为自己不自信，其次应该就是我的感情比较强烈难以驾驭。 I always seem unable to control their emotions, can not easily control the situation calmly calm Shoufang scenes, first of all because of their lack of self-confidence, followed by the feeling that I should be relatively strong difficult to manage. 我会在考试的时候、演讲的时候……比多数人更能敏感地感觉到气氛的紧张，这让我在有些时候很不自在，然而，正因为这种敏感，我也能体会到别人察觉不到的小幸福，所以总的来说我还是比较满意自己这种敏感的。 I will test the time when the speech…… more sensitive than most people feel that the atmosphere of tension and that makes me very uncomfortable in some cases, however, is precisely because of this sensitive, I can appreciate other people aware of Less than the small happiness, so I generally satisfied with their own such sensitive. 还有就是，如果你把我扔到一个角落里不去理会我，我会活得很不错，我会奋斗，会对自己说“我生命再怎么粗糙我都要活得很骄傲”，充满斗志。 There is, if you throw me a corner do not care about me, I will live very well, I will endeavor, said on his "no matter how rough my life I have to live very proud," full of fighting spirit . 但是如果我忽然被看重忽然被赋予了某种荣誉忽然取得了一些成功，我就会浑身觉得不自在，无法很痛快地开心，脑子里总是想到“苦难显才华好运隐天资”“上帝把他抬得很高，是为了以后把他摔得粉碎”。 But if I suddenly be valued all of a sudden been given a certain honor all of a sudden has been some success, I would feel uncomfortable body, can not be very happy to Excitement, his mind always think of "suffering significant talent hidden talent good luck" and "God has He carried very high, is to Shuaide after he was crushed. " 恼人的性格。 Annoying personality.

昨天讲了不少自己的感受，其实就算我没有找到工作没有成为众人眼中的“成功者”那些感受我也可以讲得出来，不同的只是没有人愿意听罢了。 Yesterday made a lot of their own feelings, in fact, even if I did not find no work as the eyes of the people "successful" Those who feel I can speak out, not only different After listening to the people. 有时候想想挺可笑，大学三年我基本都是那种默默无闻没有太多人理会的，后来由于一些运气由于一些之前的努力得到了回报，忽然之间我好像就成了传奇开始被不少人仰视，搞得我诚惶诚恐。 Sometimes think quite ridiculous, the University three years that I basically are not too many people ignore unknown, was due to some luck as some previous efforts to get the return, suddenly I seem to have become legend began to be many I looked up at people, do I fear. 名声这个东西真是狗屎，这个世界确实是充满了偏见。 Reputation of this thing is really dog feces, the world is indeed full of prejudice. 曾经看到过一句话：这个世界不会在乎你的自尊，这个世界要求你在自我感觉良好之前有所成就。 Have seen a sentence: The world will not care about your self-esteem, the world is asking you to the self-satisfied before an achievement. 确实如此。 This is true.

在我讲的时候台下那些学弟学妹有些在听，有些在埋头填表格。 I speak of those in the audience when younger brother of girls in some listening, some Maitou filling in forms. 我并不想说太多， 别人的故事永远只是故事而已 ，对于这一点我很了解。 I do not want to say too much, other people's stories it is always the story, which I understand. 我们不可能对别人的经历感触太深，不可能从别人的经历中得到他们获得的所有的经验和感受，不是自己的东西永远不会那么刻骨铭心。 We can not experience feelings of others too, from other people's experiences can not get them all the experience and feelings, not our own things will never be so刻骨铭心. 看别人传记或者听演讲的时候，你可能会特别同意他们的观点，觉得他们说的对很有道理，但是过几天这种感受可能就完全消失了，直到经历某件事情的时候你才会突然发现：他们说的真的很有道理。 Others see or listen to his speech biography of the time, you might agree with their point of view in particular, feel that they have to say very reasonable, but a few days this may feel completely disappear, until the time experiencing something you can suddenly Found that: they say is really very reasonable. 路还是要自己走的，有时候会走弯路，但是也可以看到另外一些风景。 Or to follow their own path, sometimes make detours, but can also see some scenery.

最后的时候我和他们分享了一段话，圣斗士星矢里面的： The last time they shared with me and the words,圣斗士星矢inside:

我们是广阔宇宙中的一个个小小生命，我们生命中的小宇宙永远燃烧着。 We are in a vast universe of small lives, our lives in the small universe forever burning.
比起那些追求时髦的人，我们的生命充实多了。 Compared to those who pursue fashionable people, we enrich the lives of more.

我们不论生存在什么星宿下，都会活得很壮观。 We survive regardless of what the stars, will live very spectacular.
虽然会留下伤痕，但那是为了更好地成长。 Although it will leave scars, but that is to better growth.

－－星矢 -- Xingshi

我念这段话的时候心里其实想到了小猴兄弟，我们以前在电话里、QQ上无数次地重复过这段话，“ 我们不论生存在什么星宿下，都会活得很壮观。虽然会留下伤痕，但那是为了更好地成长。 ”，我们都特别喜欢这段话，也特别喜欢圣斗士，不知道那些学弟学妹是不是早就不看圣斗士了，没关系，精神是不会死的。 I read this passage of time actually thought of heart Xiaohou brothers, we were in the phone, QQ, too numerous to repeat these words, "We survive regardless of what the stars, will live very spectacular. Although it will remain The wounds, but that is to better growth. "We are particularly like this passage, but also especially like St. fighter, I do not know which school is the younger brother of sister not long ago not to see St. fighters, okay, the spirit is not dead . 《灌篮高手》、《圣斗士星矢》、孙燕姿、五月天……我生命中大部分的精神养料和力量源泉都在那里面了，而且他们永远不会枯竭。 "Guanlangaoshou", "圣斗士星矢", Stefanie, Wu Yuetian…… most of my life in the spirit of food and source of strength for all those inside, and they will never be exhausted.

希望那些学弟学妹听了我的报告之后会有些收获吧，希望他们可以一步一步踏踏实实走过这几年，在最后回头看自己脚印的时候会觉得感动。 In the hope that the younger brother of sister after listening to my report will harvest some of it in the hope that they can sense step by step through the past few years, in the final look back at their footprints will feel when touched.

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